How Stupid Am I

look, you know i have boyfriend, Vinnz
but we broke up, last night.

our relationship is 16months now. but i finished it last night.
the problem is ... i don't know, i mean, it's hard to explain.

so i end up it last night, with so many tears.
you know, i'm tired to cry but these tears falls like rain.

you know how i feel.
too hard to say goodbye, but i try.

now, i just wanna be alone.
never think to find another one.

my heart really need a break.
my heart and my brain truly tired of thinking and playing game.

so i say so many random tweets in twitter like :

• makasi mr. teddy udah mau dipeluk semaleman walaupun ga akan pernah bisa peluk balik :')
• thanks for those times we share together, photos, that teddy bear, shirt, and everything you gave to me, thanks :')
• no more black mild to share together :')
• no more hugs and kisses. i have to wear those jackets whenever i'm feeling cold.
• i don't have motivator anymore, i should motivate myself
• no more stay up late, i have nobody to talk to :')
• thanks for those saturday morning we spent for jogging :')
• thanks for always miss me whenever i'm not around you :')
• thanks for those slaps which makes me realize you want the best for me :')
• thanks for waking up early everyday just to say 'good morning' for me :')
• thanks for always believe in me :')
• thanks for make me inspired, cause you're my inspiration :')
• thanks for add some bright colours to my life :')
• thanks for those hands which keep me closer to you :')
• thanks for those smiles which gave me some energy to live the day :')
• thanks for always catch me whenever i fall :')
• thanks for make me strong whenever i get weak :')
• thanks for always care about me, you mad, you jealous, you disappoint, i know you love me :')
• thanks for always spending time everyday with me :')
• thanks for those imaginations, i never had it before :')
• thanks for always share what you feel inside, you know i will always listen to your heart :')
• thanks for those pain and tears, joy and laugh, you make me alive :')
• thanks for all the thing that's been said and done :')
• i'm gonna miss you like i miss my childhood memories :')

that's all :')