New Commitment, New Life!

Well, long time no post! :)

Too busy with fucking homework!

Here i come to tell you something

After all those hard times, tears, fights, and so on and so on.
I came back to my boy. I win the fights! I made it. He's mine, forever!

Now we start it again with new commitment, with so many promises. And i made a vow that no matter what the situation, i will never ever let him go. Sounds selfish but i don't care about it.
Since i met him, my life is like, 'well i'm yours, anything you asked of me, i' do'.
Many people say i shouldn't be doing this but i really don't care what they say.

And now, me and that handsome prince, both of us made a vow to stay in love no matter what happen.
:)

How Stupid Am I

look, you know i have boyfriend, Vinnz
but we broke up, last night.

our relationship is 16months now. but i finished it last night.
the problem is ... i don't know, i mean, it's hard to explain.

so i end up it last night, with so many tears.
you know, i'm tired to cry but these tears falls like rain.

you know how i feel.
too hard to say goodbye, but i try.

now, i just wanna be alone.
never think to find another one.

my heart really need a break.
my heart and my brain truly tired of thinking and playing game.

so i say so many random tweets in twitter like :

• makasi mr. teddy udah mau dipeluk semaleman walaupun ga akan pernah bisa peluk balik :')
• thanks for those times we share together, photos, that teddy bear, shirt, and everything you gave to me, thanks :')
• no more black mild to share together :')
• no more hugs and kisses. i have to wear those jackets whenever i'm feeling cold.
• i don't have motivator anymore, i should motivate myself
• no more stay up late, i have nobody to talk to :')
• thanks for those saturday morning we spent for jogging :')
• thanks for always miss me whenever i'm not around you :')
• thanks for those slaps which makes me realize you want the best for me :')
• thanks for waking up early everyday just to say 'good morning' for me :')
• thanks for always believe in me :')
• thanks for make me inspired, cause you're my inspiration :')
• thanks for add some bright colours to my life :')
• thanks for those hands which keep me closer to you :')
• thanks for those smiles which gave me some energy to live the day :')
• thanks for always catch me whenever i fall :')
• thanks for make me strong whenever i get weak :')
• thanks for always care about me, you mad, you jealous, you disappoint, i know you love me :')
• thanks for always spending time everyday with me :')
• thanks for those imaginations, i never had it before :')
• thanks for always share what you feel inside, you know i will always listen to your heart :')
• thanks for those pain and tears, joy and laugh, you make me alive :')
• thanks for all the thing that's been said and done :')
• i'm gonna miss you like i miss my childhood memories :')

that's all :')

My classmates

yo! these are my new classmates

this is tya

this is ayu

this is angel

this is bin

this is fet

sesuatu ....

yaw, long time no posting..

too busy with homework, padahal *maba
*mahasiswa baru

well, umm..
i want to share something yah. pengalaman jadi maba.
ada enaknya ada engganya

kalo yang enaknya nih yah

1. kaya kelas private, kelas gua, jurusan gua, isinya cuma 7 orang. 2 cewe, 5 cowo.
2. always, didepan pc yang koneksi internetnya ajib banget, tapi kadang ada situs yang ke banned gitu. ada batasnya gitu lah.
3. full ac. kelasnya kecil, nyaman dan ada 2 ac.
4. cara belajarnya enak

nah ini yang ga enaknya

1. kalo pagi, masuknya pagi banget. jam 07.30. gua dari rumah jam 6, bangun paling lama jam 5. di kelas ngantuk
2. berhubung tempat kuliah gua di kawasan ruko, jadi tiap hari bayar parkir
3. banyak tugaaaaaaas!
4. boros. boros bensin. boros duit makan.

yay. that's all